This is it !!!

So...

Finally...

I'm done with my exams... Hopefully once and for all...

And I feel as if I'm suddenly decompressed...

I dunno what to do...

Hell lotza things to do...

I watched "chocolat" - wonderful movie

Did some shopping - my feel good factor...

Bought new paint brushes n colours... 

And ofcourse started using it too...

and few colourful accessories - I still get fascinated by those kiddish stuff...

Started one novel as well - memoirs of a geisha.. good so far

Started one more movie "secret window" - couldnt bear it - I'm sorry Johnny, but I tried real hard to finish it... 

Lots more on the list...

Gotta get a new hair-do - my hair look a real mess now

Find a place to go on a vacation

And probably a company too - Although I dun mind goin alone

gotta visit my sis' place, granpa-granma

Above all -  gotta maintain my 11-7 sleep schedule, dun wana become an owl again

Atleast start with a paintin on a canvas I purchased some 8-9 months back

Shopping shopping and a lot of shopping... I'm sorry dad - but you promised so

One very important thing - to make atleast a rough schedule of what I'm gonna do - daily... this is very important, especially for a person like me - For I can do nothing happily for years.. And dun wana waste time anymore.. I've had that enough

And as for now - Wana meditate wid bryan's songs...

Rest - later...

Tada..+

This one's exclusively made for me

And I'm not sure if it should be exclusively made for me.. or made exclusively for me... whatever

Frustration

These are the pics, as promised.

This one is the warning. Go ahead - at ur own risk.

Such a pathetic pose

This is the frustration in the examination hall

No thanks, I'm fine

This ones good.. I'm lovin it

This ones..ummm... When m willin to study.. but cannot.. that one

At times.. even this phase comes

No, i havent yet reached this one.. its way too sadistic for my taste

Original post :

I'm frustrated. Why can't I simply study?? It's been like 10 days since my prelims got over and I still haven't touched a book. I'm only good at making plans. That's it. But why do I have this trait? I mean, there are people dying there to study and they don't get time. And here I have plenty of time and i cannot study. What's wrong with me seriously........ And you know its not tht i dun wanna... its jss tht i simply cant... n there s definitely a diff betwn dont n cant... phew

What's wrong even with blogger... it uploaded only pics which were into the limit of 5 kb... It refused to upload all other pics... I downloaded many pics on "frustration" and will definitely upload em all once the server gets fine....

I understand the torture y'all going thru... just stop reading then... It's not me who is torturin you, its you= yourself thats torturin u......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah... May my soul rest in peace !!! Amen...

Blogging and Bluffing

It resembles my bedroom. Umm, just replace those novels with medical books.

It actually wouldn't have been difficult to write 5 lines a day on a blog if I really tried enough. But guess, it would have gifted much more brain storms along with that. Whatever.

Well, It's actually just prelims. Finals will be there in Feb. Umm. And I feel I'm not much of studies types. It's like I study like crazy for a week or so, and when I say crazy -  I mean REAL crazy. I finish plenty of things in short time.

But then once I'm done with certain quota, I start relaxing - I mean REAL relaxing. Then after relaxing for a long time, that pressure again builds up, And I get back to the crazy phase. 

So It's like a complete on-off mechanism. No in between state. Do you feel the same? 

Off phase - A lot like this.

 (Did I mention, a lot like love is one of my fav movies? Anyway, that's irrelavent.)

This looks so much like me during those "on" phases.

Arrite. Exam is there after two days. Medicine paper -1. It includes Respiratory, cardiovascular, kidney, blood, infection, emergency and drugs. And I think I'm only done with few short notes of blood. And most of the cardiovascular short notes are left even for the first time. But I'll do it. Am not even tensed. Great. 

Drop in anything you like. Any random stuff. It's ok. I will understand.

Tada.

PS - Do you always spell check after finishing post? Cz I do. And I think these blog people should provide grammar check as well. You know, at times you get doubt. Actually many times. But anyway. I also wanted to write about few movies I watched (:P ya, even I remember my last post stating I'll study very much), few articles I came across, Few topics from a book that I read. Let's hope I remember em all to write once am back. Ok ok, final bye.

PS 2 - I'll have to stop posting so many pics. It consumes two-third of the time.