Showing posts with label medico. Show all posts
Showing posts with label medico. Show all posts

Mar 8, 2009

This is it !!!

So...
Finally...

I'm done with my exams... Hopefully once and for all...
And I feel as if I'm suddenly decompressed...
I dunno what to do...
Hell lotza things to do...
I watched "chocolat" - wonderful movie
Did some shopping - my feel good factor...
Bought new paint brushes n colours... 
And ofcourse started using it too...
and few colourful accessories - I still get fascinated by those kiddish stuff...
Started one novel as well - memoirs of a geisha.. good so far
Started one more movie "secret window" - couldnt bear it - I'm sorry Johnny, but I tried real hard to finish it... 

Lots more on the list...
Gotta get a new hair-do - my hair look a real mess now
Find a place to go on a vacation
And probably a company too - Although I dun mind goin alone
gotta visit my sis' place, granpa-granma
Above all -  gotta maintain my 11-7 sleep schedule, dun wana become an owl again
Atleast start with a paintin on a canvas I purchased some 8-9 months back
Shopping shopping and a lot of shopping... I'm sorry dad - but you promised so
One very important thing - to make atleast a rough schedule of what I'm gonna do - daily... this is very important, especially for a person like me - For I can do nothing happily for years.. And dun wana waste time anymore.. I've had that enough

And as for now - Wana meditate wid bryan's songs...

Rest - later...
Tada..+

Feb 27, 2009

This one's exclusively made for me

And I'm not sure if it should be exclusively made for me.. or made exclusively for me... whatever

Jan 10, 2009

Something anything

It's been long.

Blog looks dry and wrinkled and fat with lost appetite. That's probably hypothyroidism.

And seems I'm suffering from hyperthyroidism aka thyrotoxicosis. I eat much but I cant put on even if i try hard. My heart rate is always more than 96 per minute. That puts me in mild category though. I've got hand tremors on stretching them in front of my body for more than 15 second. Having put a paper on out stretched hands, the paper shakes terribly. And after torturing my tongue for apprx 2 minutes, it also started showing tremors. So I'm pretty much convinced of getting the disease. One more investigation to go. Great. Hey but my hands dun feel moist given any time of the day. Umm... You dun necessarily have to get all the features, come on.

I suddenly remembered my fav actor - Ashton kutcher. He looks great. He makes me feel ~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~~~~~



But then he is married now. ~~~~~~ Lemme stop thinking about him. The couple looks happy together. Stay happy. 

Ashton and Demi

Now lemme mention Meg ryan, too. She's in the list of fav actresses. These people increases the face value of the blog :P


And then I remember, I didn't post the pics of hypothyroid and hyperthyroid state :P But I'll spare you from that.

I'm still left with surgery, paediatrics and OG practicals. And way too tired of studying. It's too much of pressure. And however hard you may try, things never end. Whatever. Still two more months to go before I get out of this MBBS crap. Oh, did I call it a crap? That's my profession. How can I? But I already did. Why are you reading all these? It's such a nonsense. But then most of the people write 'dot dot dot, you know what'. So it's ok. Keep reading.

Ever noticed how many of your eye lashes shed in a day? I did. And it was more than 10. 

Do you get dandruff and pimples during stress? Or is it my pickle and papad eating habits?

Ever faced a situation when you sleep at 12 at night with alarm intending to go off at 5 and then at 2 in mid night you find yourself brushing your teeth, because you think that you're too late for the studies. And after getting out from the bathroom, you again realise that 3 more hours are left to sleep, so you go back to sleep - peacefully?? Needless to mention, you don't brush up your teeth again on wakin up at 5, specially if you're a medical student. You're allowed to skip that by default.




something anything

Well, I didn't plan to write any post. But since the blog was missing me, I was planning to write something anything. So I searched for something anything in I'm feeling lucky section and it led me to this video. I feel same like the white shirtED guy, staring at my books for long, and when the pressure builds up, I go crazy and let all the energy out studying. It sucks saying that I let all my energy out STUDYING. Can't I have something better in life? How can people like studying? I've got people around me who ENJOYS studies. I just wish I knew the formula. Do I sound frustrated? Are these same all lines that plenty of frustrated people have used so far? Thank God, I'm normal.

Chao leaving then. Won't bug you much. Take care. Tada.

Dec 20, 2008

Blogging and Bluffing

It resembles my bedroom. Umm, just replace those novels with medical books.

It actually wouldn't have been difficult to write 5 lines a day on a blog if I really tried enough. But guess, it would have gifted much more brain storms along with that. Whatever.

Well, It's actually just prelims. Finals will be there in Feb. Umm. And I feel I'm not much of studies types. It's like I study like crazy for a week or so, and when I say crazy -  I mean REAL crazy. I finish plenty of things in short time.

But then once I'm done with certain quota, I start relaxing - I mean REAL relaxing. Then after relaxing for a long time, that pressure again builds up, And I get back to the crazy phase. 

So It's like a complete on-off mechanism. No in between state. Do you feel the same? 

Off phase - A lot like this.
 (Did I mention, a lot like love is one of my fav movies? Anyway, that's irrelavent.)


This looks so much like me during those "on" phases.

Arrite. Exam is there after two days. Medicine paper -1. It includes Respiratory, cardiovascular, kidney, blood, infection, emergency and drugs. And I think I'm only done with few short notes of blood. And most of the cardiovascular short notes are left even for the first time. But I'll do it. Am not even tensed. Great. 

Drop in anything you like. Any random stuff. It's ok. I will understand.
Tada.

PS - Do you always spell check after finishing post? Cz I do. And I think these blog people should provide grammar check as well. You know, at times you get doubt. Actually many times. But anyway. I also wanted to write about few movies I watched (:P ya, even I remember my last post stating I'll study very much), few articles I came across, Few topics from a book that I read. Let's hope I remember em all to write once am back. Ok ok, final bye.

PS 2 - I'll have to stop posting so many pics. It consumes two-third of the time.

Nov 17, 2008

'You should have informed me'

That was her case presentation next day. In paediatrics.

It was a 16 years old girl who was her patient. Extracting details from the family members and the patient was quite a deal. Furthermore, the patient wouldn't let you examine her. She somehow managed to get the information and finished the examination.

She checked out the file. The findings were almost similar to what she had perceived. So she started thinking of differential diagnosis. She tried to consult residents - wards, opd, PICU, NICU, labour room, even hostels. No, they were not available. After that, she confronted a series of lectures and went back home, tired and prepared for her case.

Next morning, she went to the hospital early. The residents were taking round and she followed them to her patient. And guess what?? The Liver, which she mentioned as non palpable, was now palpable - upto 3 cm. She rechecked the file. The previous reports were same as hers. But the new examination by the senior resident mentioned palpable liver. And how can you justify a 3 cm enlarged liver as a non-palpable one?  She consulted residents NOW, and they told her to put differential diagnosis as completely different from what she had put. One resident even scolded for not consulting in advance, especially when the case was to be presented in front of the Head Of the Department. Oh, yeah.

She got worried. She wasn't prepared for this. Okay. So it was the time now. She asked patient to get ready so as to reach the presentation room in time. And there started a time for Cinderella to get ready. The patient's mother took almost 20 minutes just to comb her hair. Wow. Meanwhile, she continuously requested the sister to remove the pint from the patient since it was not needed. But the sister would attend the patient only after she was done with the previous one. And no, you can't remove it on your own, else, the sister would start accusing you in front of the whole damn department, and the whole damn patients, and their relatives in the ward.

Okay. Even this got done. Now our Cinderella felt giddiness, suddenly. Fine. Arrange for a wheelchair. She got it from the other ward. And the moment she started pushing it, the sister shouted, "Hey, hey, you. Wait there. How dare you do this? Who permitted you for this?" She was like, 'what??' Then the sister explained that it was for a 'masi' to push the wheelchair and a student cannot do that. Wow. So, where's this masi ?

She ran for a masi now. The time was already running out. She asked in all 3 wards, panicking. She finally found the masi n requested her to come with her for a while since it was the HOD's case. But she forgot, that was a MASI. The masi yelled back telling the job pressure she had and how busy she was and all. After a lot of begging, the masi was finally convinced to go with her. 

By this time, the patient was tired and sleepy. She convinced the patient and begged to stay just for a while with her. Okay. They came outside the ward. Now the lift, it wouldn't come up easily. That took about 5 minutes to get the patient from the first floor to the ground floor.

She was late. By the time she reached the hall with the patient and her relatives and the masi, The HOD had already left, angry and annoyed. And the co-students started shouting, 'where the hell have you been?', 'HOD was so damn angry', 'blah blah blah'.  

Now was the sorry session. She went to the HOD office and apologised. What? Noway, you can't argue there or explain anything. All you gotta say is 'I'm sorry'. To which she got back stuff like, 'That's what you have to learn. None of you follows schedule. You people disobey the rules. Moreover, you should have informed me about the lecture. Today's session is cancelled'. 'Right. Tell the resident that you're going to meet the HOD, and they'll screw you right there and you want us to inform you. Thanks for the honour.' she growled.

She took the patient back to the ward. The residents knew the story by now. She told them the real story and they argued back,"You should have informed us. Now who will bear the consequences?" and scolded the nurse for not supporting her. To which the nurse replied, "She should have informed me. I have to look after so many patients. Even the other sister... blah blah blah !!"

The nurse in turn scolded the masi for all the consequences, for what the masi came to her and said in a real desi style, "I would have hurried up things. I wasn't knowing it was so important. blah blah blah.. blah blah.. blah blah.... You should have informed me."

Aaaaaaaaaah !!!

Ya, right.

Nov 1, 2008

Blogo-Scribo-Confusio Syndrome





Definition
It is a condition where, it becomes extremely difficult and awful to write a post, irrespective of the number of previously written posts.

Types
Primary - When the person doesn't know what to write.
Secondary - When he is not sure whether he should write or not.

(She is currently suffering from secondary blogo-scribo-confusio syndrome - well, someone may want to know.)

Clinical Features :
Primary syndrome - This is the link to read the article.
Secondary syndrome -
1. For everytime the patient starts writing, it makes him feel that the topic has already been discussed/written hundreds of times, people already know those things, then why to bother them by hammering with all the same-old things ??
2. The patient feels that none is really interested in reading what he writes.
3. Even if someone comments, he starts suspecting their intentions - especially when the reader also has a blog.
4. The pt. feels that people write better than he does, and writing the way he does would make him look like a fool.
5. He doesnt get the satisfaction level - and feels as if he is writing just for the sake of writing.
5. And that discourages him like hell.
6. He ends up only thinking about things, and not even TRYING to write.
7. It sometimes leads to frustration as well.
8. In few cases, psychiatric problems are encountered.
9. Death is rare.

Investigations : (I desperately want to write - all routine investigations : BT, CT, Blood grouping, Hb estimation, CBC- any medico would understand this in a one click :) )
1. X-ray skull - check out if the brain is present or not. 
2. CT Scan and MRI preferable to check brain condition.
3. RPCT (Rude People Comment Test) - Ask certain of the most genuine n harsh people about how they find his posts.
4. Satisfaction hormone level - Check out the level of satisfaction.
5. Content test - It measures the quality of your writing, value of the content -  not much important when concerned with blogs, esp. those written on free blog sites.

Treatment
People are categorised in two - genuine writers and xyz writers.
Accordingly, two types of treatment are suggested- Beneficial and Psychological.

Beneficial treatment is for xyz writers. They are explained and taught pricinples given below.
1. Earning from advertisements on blogs.
2. For a narcissist patient - tremendous praising and admiration from any-every-whatsoever kind of people, and continuous agreement of some fools irrespective of what he writes.
3. Humanly satisfaction of being a writer.
4. If the patient is more into making relationships and contacts and friends, this is a good platform for such completely free people.
5. He can get all the frustration out - he can curse anyone, blame anyone, without being caught by choosing to be anonymous.
6. If none listens to him in real life, this is a good way to make people listen to what he says. Because whenever someone enters his blog for the first time, won't realise its worth before Reading third post. so the reader will read minimum 3 of his posts before exiting. Not a bad deal.

Psychological treatment - This is for genuine writers. Explain and teach the principles below.
1. The topic ain't that important, but the way he presents it is. His perspective, his narration, his vision and his correlation. It's all about how he sees the world as. This thing makes his post different and unique. And no single person in the world must have thought and combined all the things the way he must have. 
2. It can be his love for writing. Then he doesn't need a reason to write. Be it good or bad, He enjoys it, that's what matters most.
3. When he writes things, he has to get very precise. That makes his thoughts and beliefs firmer, his doubts get cleared, and its also about getting new vision.
4. He gets to brush up his brain.
5. People may be knowing all things, but they don't think of all things daily. So while reading his blog, they may get something which they need in their current lives. Even such indirect helps count.
6. People may clarify their doubts, get a new vision and perspective.
7. It may give the patient sense of sharing, sense of bonding and some emotional relief - especially in today's stressful era.
8. Take a break. This phase will get over and new ideas will start flowing again. (Courtesy - ps and broca)

Prognosis :
If treated early, such patients can have 100% survival rate on blogosphere. However, any delay in cure or further discouragement may aggravate the condition, and can be fatal for the blog's existence.


Oct 23, 2008

Choose a speciality

According to it, I'm a good candidate for dermatology :)


Oct 22, 2008

A lil bit of this, and a lil bit of that !!

Well, that's her.
An innocent hypochondriac.
She's not much convinced with the "innocent" part of the tag, but she knows she's a big hypochondriac.

Hypochondriasis means feeling of suffering from a disease, despite the assurance. It is very widely seen among medical students. Almost every medico suffers from this syndrome sometime during the educational process.

It was a beautiful, sunny (Grrr... It was raining terribly) day when she entered the medical school. She had so many dreams(in terms of "being different" from others and earning lots n lots n lots n lots n lots of money) in her eyes.

Such a !#@%$^& crap (as such earning money part was not at all a crap, but it's called so because medicine is not a branch one should pursue with the aim of earning money. It's too noble to think that way - rest of the discussion, in some other post).

It was her first year and whatever 5-10% of mentioned diseases she read, she started illusionizing them to be present in her own body. 
It was Diabetes during the first year.  
She used to drink a lot of water - polydipsia
She used to "freshen up" a lot - polyuria
That's all she knew about diabetes and she had all of em. 
Poor lil girl.
She consulted a senior and the "ever ready to help any-every-whatever-kinda girl" senior brought a new concept to her - Hypochondriasis. Having known about this "medical student's disease", she was pretty much convinced that it was a hypochondria and not a true diabetes. 
Smart girl !! Learnt quickly.

Oh wait, did I just call her "smart"? No, she wasn't.

Because it was her second year then, when she developed "I have some major psychiatric problem". She used to remain very high all the time, talk useless-irrelevant stuff, so was it a mania? At times she became very negative, so how about a depression then? She got a new habit of re-re-re-checking whether she had locked her car or not (she is still suffering from this compulsion), obsessive compulsive disorder? She had a doubt that someone was following her, or conspiring against her, illusion-delusion-hallucination?? And by the end of the year, she was convinced of having a real serious psychiatric problem and thought of consulting a psychiatrist. 

Phew !! And that phase got over too.

It was her third-first year then. And she started getting eye and 
ear problems. When she studied ophthalmology(eye d's), at times she was suffering from squint, and other times errors of refraction. Finally she got her eyes checked and got a new pair of lenses and spectacles. 


Then she switched to ENT (ear, nose throat - actually called otorhinolaryngology), and she consistently suffered from cough and cold(which means running nose, pain in ears), at times she found that she got deviated nasal septum, at times her tonsils would start creating a problem. Consuming capsules was like chewing pea-nuts for her, ofcourse without a prescription. Didn't I mention she'd finished her pharmacology in second year itself? She is still heartily thankful to all those antibiotics and anti-histaminics.


Finally she entered the third-second aka third-due aka final year. And she became a part of the worst sorcery of medical hoodoos. First she suffered from "I've got TB syndrome" which was followed by "Oh no, it's a breast cancer syndrome" which preceded "It's AIDS, my life is ruined, I don't even have a boyfriend yet syndrome". She spent thousands of bucks in consulting plenty of physicians and surgeons, to get all the tests done - Sonography, X-ray, hemogram, tri-dot test.






No, the story does not end here. She just didn't stop it there. She wanted to cross all the baseline levels to be considered as a normal, sane human being. Because the crowning hypochondriac moment was, when she doubted if she was pregnant even without undergoing "the required process".

The last news that I heard of her is, she's started some local "hypochondriac association", ofcourse with the help of some ex-hypochondriacs.

May God bless them !!!